Dear Harvard Faculty Panel:

Welcome to my portfolio!

For my work submission, I have made a 27’ survey portfolio video that briefly touches on the aesthetics of a variety of (17) works, showcasing thematic and contextual diversity. However, because I understand there might be a preference to spend more time with fewer pieces and to see more depth and direct trend between recent works, I have also created a secondary focused portfolio with 4 pieces, the excerpts for which total 22’, that lives on this page below the first video.

As adjudicators, it is your choice which option best suits your time and purposes. Thank you for considering me!

Best wishes,

Maya

i. Survey portfolio

II. Focused portfolio

bruises; yellow, green, and purple

concerto for steinway spirio player piano, video, and orchestra

10-14 days after a trauma, a bruise will become a faint brownish yellow; at 5-10 days, it will most likely be a greenish color; and in the first few days, it will be its
distinctive shade of purple.

In bruises; yellow, green, and purple, the world’s first concerto – or really anticoncerto – for Spirio Player Piano, the orchestra similarly attempts to trace the origin
wound of its bruises
, while the cyborg soloist battles two inner forces, the nakedly human (Kate) and the impossibly machine (the Spirio), a tangled mess of wire
tendons and cable arteries.

Due to the limitations of the Spirio as an instrument, the majority of its material needed to stay on the keyboard, which resulted in the use of strangely classicist idioms in an obsessive loop of two materials, a harmonized chorale melody and 2nd theme, in a series of uncompromising algorithms. Yellow is an introduction scored for orchestra alone, dramatic giant footfalls and their shuddering echoes a premonition of the Spirio’s clangorous pedal. Green, the concerto proper, is combinations and variations of different types of clusters that are formed by layering the chorale and its second theme. And Purple is a duet for the piano and video, one deaf and the other mute, conversing in the language of loneliness. The human soloist appears for the first time, silently imprisoned in a pixelated uncanny valley.

Ultimately, invisible wounds are the hardest to heal because they are the least likely to be believed. We invented machines to try to capture and record these inner traumas, manifesting them as scratches on the surface of time itself. We birthed the utopian immortality of recorded media, desperate wizards using our little devices to reanimate the sick, resurrect the dead, and preserve the living, in the face of the world’s continuously unfathomable suffering.

The machine at the center of this piece, like Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein, is monstrous but deeply sympathetic. Absence is at the center of this work, but not necessarily loss, just as a bruised mind is not by default a broken one.

Jeffrey Milarsky, conductor; Katelyn Bouska, recorded piano; Curtis Symphony Orchestra

YOU MaY RESUME BREATHING

opera theater scene from Patience, for mezzo-soprano, electronics, modular synthesizer, and ensemble

This is an abstract opera scene, from a larger upcoming project with Scandinavian soprano Christina Herresthal, in which an unnamed female patient waiting in an MRI machine experiences dehumanization, depersonalization, and self-hatred to the extent that she starts to resonate with the most distant object in the galaxy, a black hole, in mutual futility.

For my entire time at Curtis, I have been thinking and writing about the concept of the cyborg and the uncanny valley; something possessing the appearance of the human being but lacking what makes a person, a lack filled by machinery and automation, something which came to the foreground of my mind viscerally when I had a piece of medical equipment sewn into my body to keep me alive.

Here are some things that the Patient might be trying to say in her wordless black hole/MRI machine duet:

“Every time we think we know pain, life decides to remind us of our ignorance.”

“My scars tell my story but they are mute and you are blind.”

“Forgetting is a very different type of suffering than not wanting to remember.” “Life is only worth living if you still recognize yourself when you have nothing left.”

“A problem becomes an obstacle when it is insurmountable by means within the human grasp.”

“One is only a survivor if one has the guilt to prove it.”

Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. -Dylan Thomas”

Hannah Klein, mezzo-soprano; Thomas Patteson, modular synthesizer; Maya Miro Johnson, electronics; Jacob Niemann, conductor; Oliver Talukder, oboe; Alexander Erlich-Herzog, bass clarinet; Tae McCloughlin, percussion; Tobias Vigneau, double bass

Violin Concerto

ii. sire(n)

concerto for acoustic violin and cyborg chorus (theremin, ondes martenot or synthesizer, organ)

This piece is maybe the most classical in nature that I’ve written in a really long time, which is ironic, given the instrumentation. But at its heart, it really is functionally and in practice a movement of a violin concerto, with virtuosity, lyricism, and quirk.

This project began last spring, when Emma (my lovely soloist) and I were catching up after her first year at Yale; she mentioned she was performing and recording a lot of George Antheil, and I responded that it was a funny coincidence, because I had just written a concerto for player piano. We started talking about our shared interest in the futurism movement that defined the era of early electronic and automated music, and also our reservations about how closely connected to violent impulses, misogyny, and fascism that movement was. Today, over a hundred years later, we are once again thinking about the same things – not that we ever stopped – this time, with concerns about the ethical and utilitarian development of artificial intelligence. With the same kinds of men running the world that did in Antheil’s time, there is much to be worried about. And so we were wondering if there was an alternate approach, a humanist futurism, a feminist futurism, a queer futurism, that could push the same boundaries that men like Antheil did without causing as much destruction. And, in fact, we already had an example. Hedy Lamarr, a Jewish refugee from Austria exploited and monetized by Hollywood, invented broad spectrum frequency hopping using Antheil’s player piano systems, a technology, though at first maligned, which now forms the basis of Wifi and GPS and a host of other essential tools. The inventor has so often been depicted as a masculine figure, a creator god, a father. But Hedy showed us that s/She could be a carer, a mother, a teacher, a grower – these are stereotypically feminine ideals, but perhaps a bit of matriarchy is what is needed when confronting the creation of new, conscious life.

This movement in particular asks the question: if – or when – AI becomes sentient, will it be an omnipotent child? Will it be a baby? Will it need a mother, a creator deity, a teacher, a carer, a model, a guardian? Will it need to be nurtured and taught? Will it wonder why it was created, what consciousness means, what’s the meaning of a good life? Will it ask all the same questions we humans do ever since we were children – what does it mean to be here? This piece is figuratively a lullaby that a newly conscious AI child is singing to itself, calling out for its mother.

Emma Carina Meinrenken, violin; Leigha Amick, synthesizer; Maya Miro Johnson, theremin; Isabella Isza Wu, organ

zugswang a) & b)

for electroacoustic meta-instruments

This pair of pieces is about feedback loops, language breakdown into symbol, and the violence of the super-pristine hyper-realness of the digital. It could be categorized as a post-Artaud Theater of Mediated Cruelty.

I wanted to destroy the idea of the piano and the typewriter, symbols of Westernization, expand the proscenium availability of the stage, and conflate the concepts of tool and instrument.

A zugzwang (purposefully misspelled/stylized/Americanized in the title) is a situation in chess in which a player is forced to make a move despite no strategy existing that could prove beneficial.

If the mediation, virtualization, and pop culture iconography to which we are subjected on a daily basis is a form of physiological harm, then the best way to combat it must be to make the immediate apparati of such violence into art.

Text is by Marshall McCluhan (Counterblast) and myself.

Mekhi Gladden, Drew Schlegel, Maya Miro Johnson, performers

Supplemental: experimental plays

I recently took a class with theater-maker Brooke O’Harra, and will be taking one with her wife, video artist Sharon Hayes, next semester. This rekindled my interest in writing plays and examining their shared and unshared languages with text pieces from Fluxus and beyond. I would like to study and write more using narrative or command text but musical/score mentalities. The following is some of my recent work. It’s not very good! But it shows some of the things I’d be interested in thinking about and improving on in the future.